~XsilentscreamerX

... eeeep...

I'm having a very interesting month. I turned sixteen which scared the hell out of me due to some family problems. Chelsea and I got in a really dumb fight over a really... person XD Anyways.. I didn't have to see my Dad's side, yet, but I'm going to die when the event arises. I'm enjoying this whole "not talk to paternal side" thing. It's very relaxing. Academically I'm beginning to fall behind again due to absences but whatever as long as I have a 3.0 I'm fine. Mr. Jacoby is leaving which leaves me with Mrs. Lindstrom which should be odd.. Argh.. I don't feel sixteen. Todd is the hospital still from his accident, this really blows. 1. Todd is really hurt and him being hurt hurts a lot of people. O.o... 2. Chelsea is going insane. I'm hoping to get this poster and album cover done in two days. Ha.. Bye byes <3

Things are getting slightly better *thank jebus* I've been rattling my brain trying to figure out what to do with the family issue I'm soon to face. Go or just say screw it to them? I'm sorry.. but I just don't feel like that kind of person even though they have put me through hell and back. I recently got some calls from my old highschool friends -hugs- sorry I miss you guys too. Juggalettes XD Guys always seem to be an issue with me. One of my good guy friends talked to me about it last night and I think I've come up with somewhat of a good conclusion. Hoping so atleast. I'm tired of being screwed over. Plans next weekend? No idea.. you can figure it out for me.. it's not that big of a deal.. atleast I didnt have to have a sddsfsdjaga slk (15th birthday mexicanish fiesta).. What to do what to do what to do.. dance! I will update later I guess.. I need to fix my PS2.. again. <3 Love you.. Bi byes

crap..

When will I ever stop hurting the people I love???.. when will they stop hurting me?!?